Can one get more lame?

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It's time for a bit of honesty with you all - Well oddly enough there was a time for honesty...but now I've retracted all bit of honesty. Everything you read after this is possibly a lie, or possibly the truth. When I first wrote this entry I feared that I had lost every bit of that hopeless romantic I used to be...I hate ending sentences with "to be." Anyway, I haven't lost all of the romantic flare I once possessed; rather, it's just sort of hibernating for the time being. Ugh ended that sentence with "being." Second anyways - I think one of the favorite parts of being in a relationship with someone is treating them better than anyone else. Not because you want to be the best, far from it, but because of the joy in your girl's eyes. Seeing her that happy - knowing she feels beautiful and special...knowing that her day has somehow been brightened - that brought the most joy in my heart. It's even better when you don't really spend much money accomplishing this!

I look back and think of all the special surprises, notes, adventures, escapades, talks, gifts, compliments, looks, and dreams of our future - what wild times...I wouldn't trade them for all the gold in the world, regardless of the pain. Well, on second thought I might trade them for gold...or cash money!